... My Silent Scream ...

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Friday, December 24, 2004

ITs xmas eve....already..so fast the time has come and go and hols is ending soon....homework oh homework...how am i going to finish it and so little days time....oh bother..!!
Xmas List:
a vondutch trucker cap
a billabong wallet
a billabong/roxy or mambo school bag
cdssss
pencil case
a new jacket
a new tote bag(the one i got from mini toons is so broken)):
a trip to taiwan(i would love u loads.)hahs
new clothes..
pierced ears
and a perlini silver necklace

.........but its the thought that counts rite...
after burning such a big hole in ur pocket for buying my prezzie, the thought is there already...hahs...LOLs

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Christmas List.

Mood= Extremely Bored
Song= Tamia - Dear John

Bernadette's Christmas Wish List... To all the Santa's out there.

  • Cd's
  1. Alicia Keys - The diary of Alicia Keys
  2. Electrico - So much more inside
  3. Sum 41 - Does this look infected?
  4. Ashlee Simpson - Autobiography
  5. Nelly - Nellyville, Sweat, Suite
  6. Linkin Park & Jay-Z - Encore
  7. John Mayer - Room for squares, Any given Thrusday (i think)
  • Canon digital camara
  • Shopping sprees
  • A new computer
  • A huge ass teddy
  • Laptop
  • A necklace
  • A braclet
  • A Guess leather watch
  • 7's for my MYP and A's for my IGCSE
  • A new pair of converse
  • 2 new pairs of Charles and Keith heels
  • Earings... lots and lots of them. =))
  • Street Jazz classes paid for
  • Clothes!
  • Gucci Envy Me
  • Escada Island Kiss
  • A nice, plain black shirt

and lastly..

  • to know the truth.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Fly.

Mood= Sicky
Song= John Mayer - Your Body Is A Wonderland. (I wanna erase this song outta my life. ooh.. Ge you know...)

I'm not very happy as I can't take all the things that comes rushing into my life right now.
There's never a break...
And i want a break from anything and everything.
Can anyone save me?
I'm dying right in your arms.
Only that you don't realise....

Fucking hell...
Open your fucking eyes.

Monday, December 13, 2004

38

ohk... that entry before this.. was not by me.. it was by stella so i have no idea wtf she's talking about.. ok.. shall blog later.. haven't done it in a damn long while..

ya'no what? i'll do it now since i'm already doing this.

Song= Alicia Keys - Karma

Just one word...

Bitch.

star awards

audrey....thx for the tics okay...and ya audrey brought me, sharon, chenning and of cos herself to the star awards. And we got to go to the reception after the show....so cool....all the big shot businessman were there and of cos the stars too lah..so if u were there u would see 4 crazy gals going across the room thousands of times to get autographs.... and i am so happy cos i got to see 5566......but they got brought out of the reception after they were interviewed...so idiotic lor....never mind since i got one nice pic of them....but if meng zhe was in sing then i die die also must take a lot of pics...but he not here....i shall upload the pics soon.....and develop them too....i got pic of julian hee...he is so hot....so cute too...for those of u who dont know who julian hee is right he acted in the champions as the lifeguard...he has a very hot bod....cool!!!and i got his autographs too....next year must watch star awards cos got him again....ya .......i know i really really long didnt blog here...cos my com broke down on me....ya...so here i am blogging this entry....and the past few months and days....a lot of things happened...some happy some sad or should i say mostly sad....and since xmas is coming i quite happy....haven done my xmas shopping but will soon....so hopefully i can buy for everyone if my savings is enough....okay got to go watch my mvp...blog later.....tata