Few long talks.. One long moment to myself.

Mood= Stoned
Song= Wannadies - you and me song

I had a really long talk to fu bro about relationships.. I've known him for over 5 years. He has seen me change and I've known him longer then anyone else in school except for cris.
He told me about his ex and I told him about John.
We both agree on most things.
We are both.. in a way, scared.
We both are scared of losing our loved ones and hurting them.
We both always have fights with our significant others once in a week.
We both give in.
We both trust and r.e.s.p.e.c.t each other.
Thanks for being there bro~~^^

On the other hand, I had another long talk to Nico as well.
I didn't talk to him in a long time. It really is a long time.
We mainly just talked about... Hawaii!
How he's gonna bring me there.. and Perth as well!
So I'm gonna spend spend all his money.. and save Johns. =)
And Nico... If you want Miki back. Go ahead. Give it a try. I'll support you all the way. =)
Only if you get JEN out of your mind.. alamak. She reminds me of grace.

And John... I talk to you everyday on MSN.. But they are always so..... silent.
Why is that?
We can never seem to pick up a conversation.
At least a proper one...
I feel kinda shitty and upset about that actually.

Ge.. pls stop being so so dirty minded. And, practice on your Tic Tac Toe skills.. you really really do suck. =p

Fie, Thanks for being there. I might give fake smiles.. but no one can tell, beause I hide them very well. But at least it's still a smile. You know.. just recently I broke down. I never did before... I'm not that strong after all. Thanks for being there anyways.

I've changed recently.. I'll like to know who I am now.
Just... Gimme time.
I'll change back to the bubbly and cheerful me with countless smiles for you.