... My Silent Scream ...

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Monday, August 22, 2005

Bern wants to know.

Mood = Annoyed, yet again.
Song = Bodyrockers - I Like The Way You Move singing in my head.

So tell me, Bern wants to know...

How exactly would you define the term "bestfriend"?

Monday, August 15, 2005

Song= Jay Chou - Piao Yi

Happy Birthday John See Jun Mai!
19 years old already.. SO OLD! hahhaa... kidding.

On a different note,
I miss my Jie (benita).. Come back soon! I wanna see you..

And,

Grace Wong is finally coming! (so she says... haha.)

Friday, August 12, 2005

"We weren't meant to be".

Friday, July 29, 2005

My amazing girlfriend.

Song = Jack Johnson - Better Together

Just yesterday, I was chatting with one of my best girl friends who left Singapore 2 years ago. She's in China now and when I saw her online (which is rare for that woman), I freaked (in a good way). And so the story goes...

A: Womaaaaannnn!
B: Hey bitch.
A: Where in the world are you?!
B: China! Oh yeah.. you know, I met this really cute/sexy guy.
A: You always do. Some people are single you know... haha.
B: He has black hair and blue eyes! imagine that!
A: Bullshit laaa... one of em has to be fake..
B: No! Real! Imagine how sexy that is.
A: That is sexy then... anyways, come to Singapore! You're having too much fun without me!
B: I will end august.. ooh ooh, the cute guy is from Finland! but he left 2 weeks ago... And guess what! I DIDN'T cheat on my BF! (in her case, again, very rare).
A: Really?!
B: Yeah! ok, so I met him at a club, we chilled and all. We even get for salsa classes! It's so sexy! and during one of the class, he told me that he liked me and i told him moi aussi. One night, while saying goodbye, i bet he knew that i will kiss him or something. but i didn't, i walked away!
A: Damn you woman... I'm proud of you.
B: Then he said, you're just going to leave like that? He pulled me back and we made out.
A: WHAT THE HELL! THAT IS SOOOO CHEATING YOU WHORE!
B: =p hehehe... and while we were hanging out, we flirted so so much!
A: YOU WHORE!
B: It was soooo fun! Damn girl, you should be here.
A: Hell yeah I should, I'm missing out on all the fun you're having! At least you guys had fun while it lasted.
B: Yeah... but we knew that we couldn't be together. So we just remained friends forever.
A: Whore.

I'm so so amazed by her. She taught me that, making out with another guy and flirting like hell with him does not mean that you're cheating on your boyfriend. I salute her.

... Whore.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Stole this from Geo. =X

Mood= Scared
Song= Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes

First, write down the names of twenty people you know. Then, read and answer the questions. You can't look at the questions until you write down the twenty names you're going to use.

At Random...
1. Bibi
2. Aura
3. Geo
4. Ben
5. Denise
6. Amanda
7. Alex
8.Marc
9. Cris
10. Biyi
11. John
12. Toshi
13. Benita
14. Junior
15. Benji
16. Stella
17. Sara J
18. Nico
19. Grace
20. Fie

Is #9 a boy or a girl? Boy.

Would #1 and #2 make a cute couple? If they were lesbians.. sure.

How about #18 and #4? Even if they were gay I highly doubt so.. my bro and my ex.. eeeee....

What grade is #17 in? 10.

When was the last time you talked to #12? A few weeks ago..

What is #6's favorite band? Dashboard Confessionals.

Does #1 have any siblings? An older brother... =p hehe..

Would you ever date #3? Woah... eh.. I don't know.

Would you ever date #7? Haha.. I don't know.

Is #16 single? Yes.

What's #15's last name? Wee.

What's #10's middle name? I forgot... =p oops.

What's #5's favorite thing to do? Hang out with her best friend, John?

Is #13 hot? Haha.. yes! And single too... =p

Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? Hmm.. Toughie.. They both don't know each other but I don't think so anyways..

What school does #20 go to? ISS.

Tell me a random fact about #11: He's my Kor. =)

And #3? He's my Ge =)

Have you ever had a crush on #15? Haaha.. Yes.

Where does #9 live? Ooh oh! Springdale or something like that.. At Bukit Timah.. I know where it is laa..

What's #4's favorite color? Waah... Black I think..

Would you make out with #14? Woah! hahah!! I'm not gonna say anything..

Are #5 & #6 best friends? I'm quite sure that it's yes.

Does #7 like #20? Nope.

Does #8 like #19? Nope.

How did you meet #2? School.

How did you meet #18? School.

Does #10 have any pets? I don't think so..

Is #12 older than you? Yes.

Is # 17 the sexiest person alive, or what? Hahaha... No comment. xp

On a different note, my LJ went on renovation works and is now ready for viewing though there isn't much to see. haha.. anyways, the site is http://www.livejournal.com/users/snow_flakes_/

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

*drools*

Song= Snoop Dogg Ft. Pharrell - Let's Get Blown

It has been some time since I last updated.. almost a month and I'm only doing this because of Geo and Amanda because they have been telling me to update.. -_-" Feel good guys! I'm doing this for the both of you.. $%^*#$ hehe... =p

If you other people don't know yet, my lastest love is John Gotti Agnello. For those who already do know.. hehe..
For you people who don't know who the hell he is.. remember to watch GROWING UP GOTTI, EVERY THURSDAY AT 8.30 ON STAR WORLD! if you miss it.. there are re-runs at midnight, 3am and 11.30am the next day. Yes... I've been a freak about it ever since I set my eyes on John... *drools* heheh...

And I really have the move on from the J's. What's the deal? ok... check it out..
John See
Julian Niemann
Junior (but his real name is Mike Rooney)
Johh Gotti Agnello
Yeah ok.. Not that John Gotti knows me but still...! =p

On the other hand.. I got my Z800i! woot~ It has been some time already but here it's fresh from the oven. =) My birthday was alright.. ended up spending it in the exam room but it was all good. And up til now.. I'm still reciving presents and still waiting for a few more! hehe.. my girl Benita is overseas what... gotta wait til she gets back. So Benita.. if you're reading this.. I'm still waiting for my present! x)

The only reason why I didn't update for so long was because I was lazy.. And that's what I am now so.. Update again later now.. hee..

Monday, May 16, 2005

Bandit.

Mood= Upset
Song= Ciara Ft. R Kelly - Next To You


Bandit Boy. =)

I nearly lost my best friend/ baby boy a few hours ago. Bandit overdosed on his medicine while we were out for dinner. He gave me the worst shock of my life. I cried my eyes out as I was so scared the overdose would take effect and he was gonna leave me forever. My parents rushed him to the doctor, I went too of course, and luckly Bandit's a strong boy. =) He overdosed by 300mg and the doctor said that his heart was still beating normally. Phew. The doc gave him tons of something carbon tablets and the silly boy ate the plastic bad for the medicine as well but luckly it helped him. It helped in a way that not as much medicine would be absorbed into his blood. He even had no strength to walk properly or sit properly as he kept on knocking into things and kept on slipping as he sat.


Silly... =p

Right now, I can't sleep and he can't even stand up or even have the strength to move a muscle so he's just lying on the floor, sleeping. I'm lucky I have no paper tomorrow.

I can't believe what I'll do without him. He was always there for me no matter what time of the night or day it was. When I'm crying he'll be there to lick my tears away and he even was there for me when he couldn't even stand straight! Ha, call me crazy but I used to talk to my dog when I didn't know who to turn to and somehow, he'll just sit there and "listen". I love him to death. After loosing 3 dogs due to accidents too, I can't bare
to lose him now.

Monday, May 09, 2005

My Trip to KL

Song= Oh My Gosh - Basement Jaxx

I went up to KL last weekend for some Raja's daughter's wedding dinner... It was awesome! Ben, Junior and my other awesome Uncles and Auntie was there. They're the fun bunch.

Travellers: Me, Ben, Mum, Dad, Uncle Mike, Junior, Uncle Willy, Uncle Derrick and Auntie Germaine.

Here are some pictures...!!


Ben

My brother.. He was taking pictures of himself so i had to do something.. hehe..


On the way to KL...

Was bored so took some pictures..


Still on the way... Convoy with that car in front.

2 beemers worked it's hardest with an average of 190km/h on the way to KL. That's Uncle Derricks 5 series. In it consists of Uncle Derrick, Aunite Germaine, Uncle Mike and Junior. =)


Uncle Derrick and Untie Germaine..

In the life of our hotel.. That would be Uncle Derrick and Aunite Germaine. =) And my brother's bad bad photography skills.


Mum, Uncle Derrick, Aunite Germaine and me!

Still in the lift.. it was a long ride. =p And brother again, didn't put flash.


Junior and Ben.

We got to the dinner on time but when we got there it wasn't even 1/8 full! Ben, Junior and I were complaining how hungry we all were as when we reached to KL we had to rush and change. So then.. Ben, Junior and I sneeked out of the hotel and walked to KLCC. It was just right beside each other. heheh.. Went there to eat! Junior on the left, Ben on the right. They looked really good and handsome. Junior looked damn cute! ^^


Ben and Junior at BK.

We went to BK at KLCC to makan. =) haha.. it was real weird as we were the only ones formal and everyone kept looking at us. Junior insisted that it was super weird on him cause he was the only white guy! I proved him wrong. =p And that would be the side view of him.


My Retarded Brother.

When we got back to the hotel, it was only half full! So my brother had to take a bloody retarded picture of himself. Benita! see.... sigh**


Uncle Derrick and Aunite Germaine.

What a lovely couple. =) Just 5 months ago, I went to KL for THEIR wedding dinner.. ai yoo..


My Mum and Dad.

My mummy and daddy. =) Both looking awesome.


Me and Ben.

Yes.. The dinner didn't start yet.. we're still snapping pictures!


Uncle Willy and Uncle Derrick.

They were bored too.. ahha!


The Ceremony.

Finally it started. Now, I know that it's blurry cause it was far and I zoomed it in the most so yeah. That would be the DPM and the bride. =) She was so so pretty.


That would be the DPM.

Blurry again.. I know. The Deputy Prime Minister.. that's him!


The back of them...

The bride and the Groom. Her wedding dress was so so so pretty. I want that on my wedding dinner too!


The Bride and the Groom.

Them again..


The Bride and the DPM.

That's the Bride being sitted next to the DPM at their super long table at the front.


What they gave.

This the what they gave.. it's so nice! Each person had one and in it, there was a chocolate egg. I took 2. =p


Them again.

This isn't a very nice picture but whatever la.. haha! It's hard to take when they're walking..


A better picture of the Bride and Groom. =)

Now.. this is the best picture I took from them. =)


The flower on the table with Junior behind.

This is the deco they put on the table. It was filled with pink roses. Real beautiful. =) And that's Junior behind..


My Bro, Dad and Mum.

After the dinner.. My bro, daddy and mummy!


Mum, Me and Bro.

My mummy, me and ben! more pictures after the dinner. =p Hahaha! my mum looks real weird with that face.


Me and Bro!

Muahaha... The first time I ever curled my hair!~


Us again...

There was a Q to get out so.. snap snap snap!


Side view of brother...

Ben's awesomely cool hair.. haha.. I was bored.


Streets of KL.


More..


More random streets of KL.

On the way back to JB on a Sunday afternoon.. decided to snap a few. =)


Signs..

They should really put that in English too.. cause I didn't understand nuts on that! except for the pictures.. 0_o


Randomness..

yup.. was bored during the long long long petrol filling.


Cheap petrol..

So cheap petrol.. for nearly half a tank for a 7 series BM.. if you pump that in singapore confirm hole in pocket!


Oh shit...

And just beside the petrol station was this... omfg. hell no! get ready for a butt numbing ride!


Phew..

And after a few hours of sleeping and stoning..


yay!

Closer to home!


Boredness...

Yup.. bored... and that's a singapore car in front. =p


Weirdos

After waking up.. my brother and I decided to act stupid.. and this is what you get. =p


The final and last bloody toll point.

Finally.. the last toll point! And that's Uncle Derricks car in front. I bet that he was at least going at 200 km/h. He was always in front! Damnit.. I should have been in that car..


im back!

Wheee! I'm back people!

Actually.. If I could repeat that whole weekend again I would. =) But not oversleep on a Sunday morning and go shoppig with Junior at KLCC. -_-" hehe.. whoops. It was so fun! And... I was in the same room as the DPM of Malaysia!.. oh.. big deal. hahhaa..

My brother - Looked great and acted stupid with me most of the times. =)
Junior - Was so handsome and cute in his suite. He gave me the best compliment that night! =)
My Mum - So b-e-a-utiful! Still young. =p
My Dad - Looked great! He was really happy to be there with us. =)
Aunite Germaine - My most awesome Singaporean auntie here. Went to do my hair with her and she's so cool. Treats me like her own child. oh yesh, and she looked real pretty too. =)
Uncle Derrick - Her husband. He's an awesome uncle! Loves to joke around with me and my brother and Junior. He too, looked great. =)
Uncle Willy - Looked great and he definately had a good time! =)
Uncle Mike - Junior's Dad which is also my dad's working partner. Unfortunately, I don't have a picture of him but he's probably on some newspaper in England. haha..! He's a freaking cool dad, funny and, he looked great too! =)
Me - Wore a black dress and had my hair done. hehe..!

Basically, everyone was looking at their best. =)

Now, next event to look forward to. My dad's official opening of his company. Everyone's gonna be there! Wheeee..! Including Junior! *wink* Actually.. he's staying right next to my Condo! Staying for 3 more weeks! And his dad is goign back to England today! ahha!.. I knew there gotta be more to life. Hello Junior! =p

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Sian.

Mood= Down
Song= Good Charlotte - The Truth

Fuck.
It still hurts.

My ear still hurts too and it's bleeding. Freaking infection..

And i can't wait to go up to KL this weekend, i wanna be away from all this.
3 more days til i go to KL.
6 more days til my birthday.
20 more days til school is over.
woot~


Anyways, I got rather bored today when I got home so I took very random pictures.. Improve my photography skills. =p


Outside my window.
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The sun's setting. I get that view everyday...


Also outside my window.
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The kinds of private property.. Some are like a freaking castle!


And again..
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And just beside it.. the kampong kampong.


Looking down from my window.
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The broken down with washed away paint tennis court and the front of my condo... gurad house + road.


The sea view room. =)
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Just a little to the left from all the private properties..


Bandit looking out the window.
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Sooo cute!! ^^


Bandit again...
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Hehe... My dog looking out the window.


Mickey and Minnie.
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This was actually on my dads car as his friend used it for their weding night. People usually put flowers but they put this... it was too cute. I had to take it. haha.. it was on our car anyways!


My bed. =)
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The neater side of my bed... filled with soft toys.. had more but took them out.


My bed aka. work place
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Now this is the messy sie of my bed. I don't have a study table so my bed is also my work place. haha.. See.. I've been studying.


A section of my room.
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This is the neatest section of my room. haha.. For those who have entered my room.. you damn well know how messy it is. haha!


My teddy.
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One of my fav. teddies. John gave it to me nearly a year ago and it still smells like lavender... surprisingly.


Sofie's sketch.
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Sofie did this during one of the history lesson while we were slacking in the library. It was too cute.. so i took it. hehe..


Prom ticket.
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My prom ticket. I added the dead rose for a decoration. haha..


Window view.
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Sun still setting...


On my cupboard.
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Pictures when I was younger.. And my favourite dog.


Taxi fare chart.
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Stuck this on my window... John took it from a cab quite some time back. haha.. so i took it.


My pillow.
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I sleep on this every night.


Teddies.
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A close up of my teddies on my bed.


Took from school. =)
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And finally.. I'm gonna put this on my door. =) it dropped off the school gate almost a year ago.. Bro took it and now.. it's going up on my door!