All mixed up.

Song= Tamia - Dear John

My friend told me today, that it's better to be his friend then his girl.
It's actually very true. Memories then filled my mind about how the word 'fight' would never have been thought about when we were Ge and Mei. I'm starting to get really sick and tired of all these fights. One fight every 4 days. How fucked up is that? And every single time we both get hurt so much, we don't talk and... nothing's the same. I once told myself, I was a strong girl.. but no.. I'm not. Crying wouldn't be an option.. oh btw, I didn't cry today if you were wondering. Fie, cris, marc, geo, and nico tried their best to cheer me up. Thanks guys. Fie.. I'm really sorry you always have to see me in a state where you don't want to see me in.

I've told you once too many times if you're not happy with me. Tell me. I'll let go of what that doesn't want to be with me.. Or feel happy with me. I'm sorry I can't make you happy. i'm not fit to be your girl huh...

You said that you love me but you don't wanna be with me. Fine.. I understand. Then why are you still with me?

Everything's falling apart... Including us.