Hit me.

ok.. so this is my final story.
it wouldn't matter if I died today, you will still live your normal life. I'm just something so small I mean nothing to the world or you. I'm a fragment of nothing. I live becuase the only way out is death. death seems like my wonderland when i feel nothing, about you or me. you make me upset but at the same time you make me the happiest girl in the world. i see my life has nothing but a certain something keeps me going. a certain someting which i don't know of anymore. change my thinking of my new black world and I'll change me. the new me is wasted.

trust and honesty is an understatement now.