Whatever...

If I said that I don't care anymore, it would sound like I don't love you anymore. But the fact is that I do fucking love you, but the things you do doesn't make me happy. Some things. Then now I'm thinking.. I won't fucking care anymore... It may look like it but in the inside I'm all confused. I may be all like, Whatever la.. what the fuck. Then on the other hand I'm just... Lost. Confused. And I know that I didn't mean what I said. In a way I'm lying to myself but nah... I know how I feel and I'm just hiding it. Just hiding it...

So I'm trying to get over what I'm feeling right now. I talked to faris... I talked to Travis and let him listen to Maroof's awesome technos (hahah!) and bounce our heads to it. I let Nico listen to it and let him diss about the songs. At least I'm trying to cheer myself up! They are the..... funny people. =)

So now.. I'm blasting music into my ears so loud that even half way down the classroom my freinds can even hear what I'm listening to. It calms me down. A hell load. With mostly all techno and rnb mixes from Maroofs and... more of songs like Maroon 5, Ashlee Simpson, Jason Mraz and those kinds from Ge's.. Thank God for Maroofs iPod and Ge's.. =) Got 2 iPods on my lap.. I feel so rich. =D But then.. they are not mine. I want one.. *HINTS* =D
Holy crap.. the loud music is actually making me fall asleep..... zzzzzz..
oooh.. Sleepless nights is playing.. =) hehe... Nico sounds so funny. I actually forgot about this song...

Anyways.. I'm off.. Gonna blast more music! and thank god it's the 2nd last lesson of the day... sigh. This is one of the few days where I wished I was not in school.